what relationship between me and you__?
can i ask this question_??
this question bother me a lot_
what the hell happen___
=.=~


yes_
you hold me you hug me you kissed me__?
and so_?
but i'm not your girlfriend and you're not my boyfriend__
what the hell relationship are us__?
you care about me_
i know__
i do care about you also__
but seriously__
what i mind about is the status_
if__
what if i say now there's a boy chasing me__
can i accept him since me and you are not couple___
right_?


you can take the initiative to do anything you want__
but since when you do__??
excuse me__??
sometimes_
you won hold me if i dun hold you_
i hate the fuxking feeling__
i felt like i'm WTH a cheap girl__
FML_!! i hate you__
i wish to EML______
but because of you__
i CANT_!!!!

ps : FMY = fuxk my life
      EML = enjoy my life

wrong_!!

totally wrong_!!

if i like xxx, i won't let you sleep at my shoulder, won't always bite you, won't let you take my jacket back home for few days, won't ask you why you suddenly feel angry, won't hold your hand when you feel cold in the cinema 

AND

won't message you with the jacket cover half of my face except my eyes and the jacket is full of your smell________<3

one last thing___

i won't always sit beside you or opposite you if i like xxx___ 

its not really that sweet to hear this_

but__

its considered as a promise to me_

i felt released_

and little bit happy when i saw this message__

congratez to DING_

and thank you for saying this to make me feel __

you're always beside me___

可不可以不要在我才刚发现喜欢上你的时候_
喜欢上别人_?

我讨厌我自己_
容易喜欢上人_
我必须承认_
被我喜欢上的都会很辛苦_
因为我是百分百的小孩子_
我容易吃醋, 容易生气, 我很在乎我想在乎的那个人_
对_
容易吃醋容易生气, 但是我也很容易逗回_
可不可以麻烦你在把我弄生气后_
花一点点的时间把我逗回_
你从来就不会做这些事情_
每次主动的都是我_
可不可以有一次主动的是你_
自己生气, 自己不开心, 然后在自己把自己逗回_
好笑_!!
我很明显跟你讲我在生气_
你就不在乎不在乎的继续做你的东西_
好啦_
承认, 我不是你的谁_

你是自由的_
所以你可以偶尔偶尔逗逗别人_
偶尔找我玩玩?

讨厌我自己经不起一点点的诱惑_
生气了_
你只要稍微看我一眼, 低声问我一句 : 做么你?
我就好回了_

凭我的第六感_
你应该是喜欢她的_
一个小小的动作就可以显示出你喜欢的认识谁_
我_
好像有点_
伤心_
石头压着心_
很不舒服_
怎么办_?

I LIKE YOU___
JUST LIKE YOU_
I DON'T MEAN WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU_
BUT I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU I LIKE YOU_
I KNOW_

I'M NOT YOUR TYPE_
YOUR TYPE IS_
GIRLISH_
CUTE_
AND SWEET_

AND_
MY TYPE IS_
HANDSOME_
TALL__
AND ROMANTIC_

I CAN'T REACH YOUR TARGET_
AND YOU ALSO CAN'T REACH MY TARGET_
BUT HOW IF I GOT THE FEELING TOWARDS YOU?
LEAVE IT_?
OR CONFESS_?

HARD__

YOU KEEP ASKING ME ABOUT MY TYPE_
I DON'T WANT TO TELL YOU SINCE I KNOW IF I SAID_
ITS TOO BAD TO YOU_
I DON'T KNOW WHETHER YOU HAVE THE FEELING TOWARDS ME OR NOT_
BUT_
STILL I DON'T WANT TO HURT YOU_

I'M NOT IN YOUR WORLD_
BUT YOU'RE IN MY WORLD_

EVERYTHING HAPPENED AROUND ME MAKE ME THINK OF YOU_
I DON'T FEEL LIKE STUDY ALTHOUGH I JUST LEFT 3 DAYS TO STUDY_

CIN ZAK___
><~

Jay Chou - Back to the past 周杰倫 - 回到过去

不知道男生們有沒有發現
越高的女生
越希望被保護

真的很希望他們知道這個事實
不知道我是屬於哪個category
朋友們都說我很大
而不是高
我希望我是高而不是大

大
真的很傷害我
我屬於超級小女生
我很喜歡到處黏人
我喜歡撒嬌
很喜歡
問題出在
我很大
別人看了很礙眼
他們會覺得很噁心

當你想要靠近他們時
他們會覺得很有壓力
你明明不想
但是因為你的身高跟身材
他們會躲避你

_____________________________________________________________________

I THINK I EASILY FALL IN LIKE WITH SOMEONE
CONFUSE HUH?
FALL IN LIKE_?
YEAH_
IS LIKE_
NOT LOVE
SO DUDEE_
I KNOW

JUST BECAUSE OF ONE DAY REHEARSAL
I CAN FALL IN LIKE WITH SOMEONE AND CARE ABOUT HIM A LOT
I HATE THIS FEELING
SUPER HATE

I KNOW THAT'S NOT A GOOD THING BUT SERIOUSLY
I CAN'T CONTROL

I KNEW HE GOT HIS FRIENDS
HIS OWN LIFESTYLE
BUT I CAN'T KEEP MY EYES OUT FROM HIM

DANN

STUPID IDIOT

I DON'T LIKE SEEING HE TAKING PHOTOS WITH OTHER GIRLS
I KNOW TO HIM
THEY ARE JUST FRIENDS
OR MAYBE
HE LIKES ONE OF THEM
THAT'S WHY HE KEEP GOING OUT WITH THEM_?

CONFUSING MYSELF
I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE ME NORMAL
BUT
THESE FEW DAYS I REALLY MOODY BECAUSE OF HIM
THINK A LOT ABOUT HIM

SEEING MY FRIENDS GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP
TAKING CARE OF SOMEONE
OR SOMEONE IS TAKING CARE OF HIM / HER
SUPER ENVIOUS
I OSO WANT A BOYFRIEND
WHY I CAN'T FIND A BOYFRIEND
AND THE BOYFRIEND IS TYPE OF MY DREAM MAN
MY DREAM MAN = A WONDERFUL MAN
HE MUST BE TALENTED
HE HAS TO BE TALL
AT LEAST SAME HEIGHT WITH ME_?
HE HAS TO KNOW MUSIC
AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT
HE HAS TO MORE KNOWLEDGEABLE THAN ME
KNOWS MORE THAN ME

WHERE TO FIND A WONDERFUL MAN LIKE THIS?
I KNOW ITS A LOT IN THE WORLD
BUT
WHERE TO FIND A GUY THAT WILL LOVE MY STYLE
LOVE MY WAY TO TALK
LOVE MY WAY TO PLAY
LOVE MY FRIENDS
LOVE MY FAMILY
LOVE ME
DON'T TELL ME ITS POSSIBLE TO FIND ONE
I KNOW ITS POSSIBLE
BUT
WHEN CAN I GET THIS GUY?
THOUSAND YEARS LATER?
CAN I GET IT NOW?
I WANT TAKE CARE BY SOMEONE
ITS REALLY PATHETIC WHEN YOU SEE EVERYONE AROUND YOU TALKING PHONE IN THE MIDNIGHT BUT YOU ARE STILL ALONE THERE
I NEED A HUG
I NEED A HAND TO HOLD ME TIGHT
CACAT_!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

突然发现 原来有个部落格是件好事
很多东西想说
但发现找不到人说
很多东西想问
但又找不到人问的时候
部落格
真的很有用

原本应该乖乖做我的assignment
快快赶完了就可以睡觉
但是一到家
接到电话
心情就便得很烂
我不想出去
放学后直接回家就代表了我不想出去
干嘛一直说服我叫我出去
我说了我不要
我不要_!!
很烦
明知道拒绝你一定会被你讲
但是还是拒绝了

懒懒的坐在电脑前
没有心情理会assignment
听听歌, 看看mv
走_!
睡觉_

睡又睡不着
反反复复
躺着看看小说

出去找vanka吃饭
jess 心情不好
我不知道为什么
但是总觉得跟我有关系
不知道
什么话都没有说
就拜拜回家了
很多东西向说
很多东西向问
没有机会
算了

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6tShC94jKps&feature=related