happy aniversary to myself and my si to pui_

already two months we get together...

although mami don't approve me and him...

but still i get together with him..

i told mami i will listen to her..

every single word he said..

but..

mami, i'm so sorry..

it doesn't mean i don't want to listen to you..

it's just hard for me to seperate with him without any arguement. 

i felt abondon..

by my friends..

the first month in college i had lots of friends..

but now..

i can't even find one to tell my secret..

where were all my friends been?

i'm still there..

but they had changed..

4 of us been very good friends before..

but now... 

i feel headache to go into you all..

you stay at tbr, you stay at hostel..

you can go out together just in a few minutes but i still need to take bus or cab..

when i'm already bankrap..

you guys went out without me..

soon, the feeling changed..

only you three are best friends..

i'm not..

i can't even understand what language you're using..

is that just because i'm far apart, i'm bankrap, then i have to sacrifice friends?

i scare you... a lot..

i'm trying best to mix with you..

if cannot..

then.. no more~

I'm not happy here..

life is fun, but fun doesn't mean happy..